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im so sad. my second guinea pig died 2nite, and mom couldnt even be here. me and my dad burried it though. anyway, so baybe is still in the hospital and taylor is still with his dad, and im still...... EVERYWHERE!! haha. not litteraly.mostly home, papas, and momos.pretty UN-exciting right now and i just wish i could at least come home and play with my guinea pig.....i think that for christmas, sunce mom is only gunna get me small things because she is getting me a mini notebook, that i will ask her for a guinea pig (only one and i want to at least try for a girl). all i want for christmas is 1.guinea pig 2.guinea pig supplies x10 and 3. stuff for my bedroom. not games or toys really. just that stuff. anyway im pretty tired so il try (I SAID TRY) to make another post 2moro. bye every1.

tough times, and tougher times

i have much to say. first of all.... well i should the first thing that happend this week, was that one of my twin brother guinea pigs dies, and I am very upset about that, but I burried him and gave him a nice little ceramony. Second thing that happed this week was that Baybe got hospitalized on sunday the 15th. Ever since then me and mom have been talking on the phone, and of course chatting on myspace. So for now i am being bounced around with different siblings, and packing and unpacking alot!! haha. but so far all I understand about baybes situation is that she has had pneumonia, and then all of a sudden mom had to rush baybe in to the hospital, and i went with my aunt and taylor went with his dad. my grandma is now telling me the plan for the rest of the week, my grammas brother picks me up tommarow, and takes me to his house, then my other gramma will come home and we will do some stuff, then my dad will come get me at around 9 to 10 pm, then dad takes me to school the next morning, gramma is coming to my play (I GOT THE LEAD AS CINDERELLA! YAY!) then shewill take me home, and we will wait for my dad. lol. confusing? so now i gotta go. me and momo (grandma) are going to dinner. un

finally

well we finally have peace and quiet in our life. we are pretty settled down, even though mom is still stressing about thw whole moving thing. Baybe was not feeling not so good the couple days after halloween, but yesterday she started being really noisey and happy. WE GOT THE WHEEL CHAIR!!!! yay!! well i guess its not really a wheel chair. its more of a.... SUPER FANTASTIC SPECIAL AWESOME STROLLER! lol. the only one teensy tiny problem? no cupholders. mom gets a coffe before we go almost ANYWHERE. so i have been the official drink carier wherever we go. Plus everyone i got my twitter account all set up so if you have one, im listed as FABU_LASS and u should all look me up and follow me. mom is right now getting dinner and movies (which both those things make for a good night) and baybe has drifted off to the sound of the keyboard. I probably would to, if i was in her position. haha. in her sleep she must be doing somthing awesome, because she just made a cute little "haaaa" noise. woah. i just looked over at her and she was staring at me. kinda weird... anyway, its been a short day and im TI-RED. il try to blog again as soon as either i remember again, or my mom reminds me again. lol.

Hello everyone! happy halloween. Today I got to go to baybes play group at riverside elementary school. it was very cool, and there were two other disabled boys that were baybes age. they were both adorable. there names were sammy and carter. but mostly they just playrd with insruments and messed around. it was all very cute. Tonight me and my mom are throwing a halloween party that starts at 5 (im so excited!) and baybe is wearing the cutest puppy dog costume. she has sleepd all day long, and isnt changing that any time soon. C: well I got to go decorate a little more! have a great halloween.

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well theres not a lot going on. mom and baybe are both doing pretty good. I am great, I joined a dance class and ask anyone I LOVE it. baybe was recently hospitalized for about... maybe 5 days? i didnt keep track very well, but she was in because they were pretty sure she had swine flu, but it turned out to be just a virus. Baybes good now though. right now mom and her friend are going to go out, and me and baybe are going to sleep. she sees the screen on the computer, and is waving. I guess shes saying hi to you all. thanks to everyone for letting me share my thoughts about our situation. it really helps to be able to tell everyone about my strugles and thoughts. I am also happy about baybes meds, because now she is back on the liquid valporic acid, instead of the pill. the pill was so much harder! moms in a good mood everyday and that means everyones in a good mood! The only problem right now is that..... WE HAVE TO MOVE! =,( really dont want to but we have to move to a one story house for baybes wheelchair. Well I think im going to go snuggle with baybe now. she so cute when shes tired! bye everyone!

Hello! I know I have not blogged in a while. So much has been going on lately, that I couldn't. So one of the first major things, was our Internet got turned off. Then mom quit doing her school stuff, so she could spend more time with me, Taylor, and Baybe. Then mom had some problems. She first had appendicitis, then she was in the hospital for about three days, because her surgery had so much impact on her ability to care for herself.When she finally came home, it was close to my birthday. We had planned a HUGE party. But since she couldn't barely walk, I had three friends over and two girls spent the night. It was fun. So Babyes been doing great. shes upstairs today, with mom because she ws getting the internet hooked back up, Babyes happy, and waving and making all sorts of noises. right now mom has the piano keyboard on the ground and Baybe is hitting it. I think Shes been responding well to me. She knows who I am, and will smile at me. She can always make anyone who's having a rough day smile. I'm so glad that we've been able to relax and get everything back into order here. But sadly we have to move in about three weeks. We have to move to a one story house. My mom is making sure we stay in Milwaukee though. I am now in middle school, and oddly its not as hard as I thought it would be. Baybe will be getting her wheel chair soon, that being the reason we have to move to a one story. I am glad to make the adjustment for Baybe. She is what is making our life so happy in rough days.

Hi everyone, I havent posted anything lately because we ont have internet on our home computer so now im using my moms laptop. Its been a really good week. Baybe has goten of her klonpin, and my birhday is in 15 days as of today. well our trip to the beach we went on was a success. baybe loved the sand and me an Taylor like the indoor pool. I have a new guinea pig name Jasper, that my mom got me as an early birthday present. me and my mom love him and he is very relaxed around baybe. I am happy for my mom because she is going to go back to school next term. as of me and school next year I am at midle school! Hopfully that meas me and mom will be starting up our project called "the baybe blue story" . we are going to write a story about a princess named baybe blue who has the same problems as baybe does. we are doing it to make kids aware that when they say "thats so retarded" that they know how hurtful that is and how wrong it is. when we do it we will bring baybe into school and tell them the story. I hope it will make a difference in how kids use that term, or so they wont say it at all.
since yesterday Baybes awareness has already improved so much. she right now trying to look right at me and im so happy she can finallly have a bit of a better chance. she does funny things now and crys for her binky ALL the time. its very cute. Well from now on im going to try to post a new post here every week but until then, CAIO!

Hi my name is layla

Hello, my name layla and I am the big sister of Baybeblue. I decided it would be a good idea to start my own blog about Baybes story, so that you can see the different perspectives of Baybes family members.
Today was a quiet day and nothing much happend. If Baybe had any seizures it must have been while I was at school. She was being really sweet and lovey today. She was even quiet in the car after school when we went to the store, you know besides her normal cooing somtimes. When we got home she fell right asleep. My mom had to wake her up- so that she would actually sleep tonight-But she fell asleep again when my mom turned away for a second:) Right now she is passed out, and laying on her belly. Ita pretty late, and tommorow is my second to last day in elementary school. I am really excited for sunday, because we are going on a beach trip with Baybe! It will be so much fun. My mom already has our first day that we will spend there planed:shopping,shopping,playing,and then shopping! I am so ready for our trip. I really hope Baybe can go in the pool while we are there. If she dosent then that will be a huge bummer. I guess all I can do is hope!