Hello everyone! happy halloween. Today I got to go to baybes play group at riverside elementary school. it was very cool, and there were two other disabled boys that were baybes age. they were both adorable. there names were sammy and carter. but mostly they just playrd with insruments and messed around. it was all very cute. Tonight me and my mom are throwing a halloween party that starts at 5 (im so excited!) and baybe is wearing the cutest puppy dog costume. she has sleepd all day long, and isnt changing that any time soon. C: well I got to go decorate a little more! have a great halloween.

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well theres not a lot going on. mom and baybe are both doing pretty good. I am great, I joined a dance class and ask anyone I LOVE it. baybe was recently hospitalized for about... maybe 5 days? i didnt keep track very well, but she was in because they were pretty sure she had swine flu, but it turned out to be just a virus. Baybes good now though. right now mom and her friend are going to go out, and me and baybe are going to sleep. she sees the screen on the computer, and is waving. I guess shes saying hi to you all. thanks to everyone for letting me share my thoughts about our situation. it really helps to be able to tell everyone about my strugles and thoughts. I am also happy about baybes meds, because now she is back on the liquid valporic acid, instead of the pill. the pill was so much harder! moms in a good mood everyday and that means everyones in a good mood! The only problem right now is that..... WE HAVE TO MOVE! =,( really dont want to but we have to move to a one story house for baybes wheelchair. Well I think im going to go snuggle with baybe now. she so cute when shes tired! bye everyone!